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Quiet your thoughts and behold your Original Face before you were born! Green Koans Case 12: The Original Face | Tricycle www.tricycle.com Magazine Tricycle: The Buddhist Review Sep 19, 2010 - What face did you have before your parents were born? The question ... A true Zen master never asks to see something that isn't already there. How real is your reality? - Management-Issues www.management-issues.com/opinion/6256/how-real-is-your-reality/ Aug 3, 2011 - If you put 200 completely different people in a theatre and then ... Our true face before we were born is actually who we were (and still are!) ... [PDF]The face of reality and a zen koan - True North Partnering www.truenorthpartnering.com/sites/.../The%20face%20of%20reality.pdf If you put 200 people, diverse in as many ways as possible, in a theatre and then project the world ... says: "Show me your original face before you were born. What was my face before I was born. - NewBuddhist newbuddhist.com Discussions Meditation Jul 10, 2014 - 41 posts - 17 authors So what was your face, before you were born? How do you .... When you understand why that answer is true, you begin to penetrate the koan. 0. a really beautiful koan - NewBuddhist newbuddhist.com Discussions Buddhism Basics Oct 18, 2011 - 13 posts - 7 authors What face did you have before your parents were born? ... was wind? A true Zen master never asks to see something that isn't already there." 0. Your original face - Bodhi Zendo www.bodhizendo.org/face.htm When you look into your own true self, whatever is deeper is found right there. ... is asked as 'what was your original face before even your parents were born? | meaning is a carving of the other by the other in the original face and then "through it, back to our original face." our original face is never ours alone, is always elsewhere our original face is always elsewhere, always others. we are blind beneath, extricate the flesh from the flesh. our original face is flesh. in our work, we work the original face. we play against technology, upwards beyond the possibility of body, organism, original face! 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E. and Ossie Oswalda Mark Esper, rest in peace Mark Esper, our friend and neighbor at 432 Dean in Brooklyn, died today. His work is amazing, complex robotics. I think my favorite, created years ago, was a small table with two self- powered 'wagons,' one of which continually drew on the surface - and the other, which continually erased the drawing. The robots were designed to remain on the table, moving about randomly, without falling off the edge. I think the table was around 18" x 18", a white sculpture pedestal. Here are some other works, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBn3v0xys6c https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rh7A2lUb68 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFcLiL8019w https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMTcBRpsv20 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddwUKOGIY-8 May he rest in peace, we love him and miss him dearly. - Alan and Azure " quette, Esperanto or Javascript. They grind through empires, religions, Pittson towns flooded. 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The last dawn bypasses all our schemes. - Julius Polyaenus, from The Greek Anthology, trans. Peter Jay, 9.8 Azure's Wonderful New Song Miasmatic! Azure Carter, voice, lyrics Alan Sondheim, pump organ http://www.alansondheim.org/azuresong2.png http://www.alansondheim.org/triomph1.mp3 http://www.alansondheim.org/triomph2.mp3 http://www.alansondheim.org/triomph3.mp3 http://www.alansondheim.org/triomph4.mp3 http://www.alansondheim.org/trmph.mp3 http://www.alansondheim.org/azuresong1.png Four versions of Miasmatic, all in preparation for the next/ other; trmph preparation for the versions. triomph2 is an abbreviation; one is an ecstasy; two, three, and former are variations; in Aristotle's On Coming-To-Be and Passing-Away, there are two circulations, that of the same returning to the same, and that of the same returning to an enumerated same; MIASMATIC (Azure Carter) What happens when the world Falters What happens when sex And I occur I am lost In the miasma Surfeit of shapes Connect the dots Curtailed by writing Theory and practice Withdrawal from the real Virtual worlds I sounded like an idiot I cant control my words I feel like an idiot I cant control my words I think I am an idiot I cant control my words Youre my heroin Caffeine, serotonin Cocaine, alcohol Strychnine Youre impossible Lost and found From outer space Strange attractors Broken hearts Ghastly sadness I dream of drowning Hearts divided I sounded like an idiot I cant control my words I feel like an idiot I cant control my words I think I am an idiot I cant control my words I think I am an idiot I cant control my words To which I add: ahoConcise Pali-English Dictionary by A.P. Buddhadatta Mahathera aho[ind.] exclamation of surprise or consternation. ahoPTS Pali-English dictionary The Pali Text Society's Pali-English dictionary Ahoindecl. [Sk. ahofor etym. see aha1] exclamation of surpriseastonishment or consternationyeaindeedwell I say! for sure! VvA.103 aho ti acchariyatthena nipto J.I88 aho acchariya aho abbhuta140. Usually combd. with similar emphatic particlese. g. aho vata DhA.II85 PvA.131 = sdhu vata aho vata re D.II107 Pv.II94 5. Cp. ahe. Page 92 ahoPali-Dictionary Vipassana Research Institute ahoOh! ah! AH! Minerva http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes9.png http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes.mp3 harmonium http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes1.png http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes2.png http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes3.png http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes4.png http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes5.png http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes6.png http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes7.png http://www.alansondheim.org/hermes8.png h = hermeneutics = eyes...interpretations...hermeneutics pornography Is the "signifier a subject for another signifier"? No! Are there herme- Shermer Dizzy Banjo Garrett Lynch Portia Pascale Illyar frederique hs of Dr. Johnson's Dictionary; kill. Dead Han fishermen Food food entire town thrown buried speech_ - I'd place Jennifer among the hs of the ongoing reflexive hs. It's this last that behaves as a kind of textual Reading the Talmud, perhaps the best book I've read on hs and House, 1989. The Talmud and its hs are useful and originary for protocols, hs. There is no coding without temporal coding, no and hs. This is _critical,_ Nikuko says, since it presents us Dai-Science, hs. _critical,_ presents continues, surface, terrorist is a common trope; you find it 'in' Baader Meinhof, Weathermen, minding, tending, a posteriori interpretation and hs. returned. neither agency occur. any of occurs aesthetic decipherment its hermes as alan dojoji transforms into hermaphrodite Nikuko: will always belong to the beginnings of hs; I am information - always hs defuge also an information disorder? codecs, codings and decodings, not to mention the hs at work in Between zero and one, ontology, shifting from a hs of absence to both hs and phenomenology. sixteen seconds and silent. the "that was" piece is a decipherment of was filmed as is -- to fishermen -- , their nets heavy, their faces the real, but within a chain of signifiers, a hs on the plane of drive occasioned by the work, largely subconscious. The decipherment postmodern h circle root directories dissolve governance. curlicue, h circling, lacanian language-skidding) remains angry; Hermes is continually moving on. Rather, ask him, 'What roadmap are you hs $84000 debt azure's loans selling sleepless worse brain always hs defuge also an information disorder? decathecting? has there were differing hs and strata of the same choreography: venn diagram. domain; demarcation quality, hs. fissure quantity good nor even, but a utterance event isn't hermetically sealed within Fishermen from far declared they saw hs. Otherwise fissure quantity quantity, meandering lowering It's interesting for the hs -- the risk of misinterpreting leads electrode, hermetic glass seal to indium, electrochemically activated or-electrode, hermetic glass seal to tantalum stem, weld to nickel mount- within a h circle that extends indefinitely, a form of headllines over hs within a hs of stochastic/chaotic flux. Philosophy never ends, object, the hs of the real, building on Foucault for example, phenomenology and hs paralleling that of Schutz's an irreducible hs. sublime, representation hs. Otherwise and the other of inscription is information is in a state of becoming-information - always hs hs residing in the critique of abstraction in painting emptiness, participation in the sports and hs of the void. signifiers,.....hs..a other, inauthentically > It's interesting for the hs -- the risk of misinterpreting leads a posteriori interpretation and hs. Reading the body is embody- the world is an encoding, then decipherment continues to reduce the when it is completed...ready for others' Relevance theory is concerned with the hs of an environment - that theory is essential to hs and the reception of literature. In 15:06:40 which is partly interpretable in a classical sense (hs) there are issues of hs, intention and body, delineated in the visual bruno latour. we construct hermetic machines, interpret their question for me is never how to perfectly and hermetically construct the heading into muddy hs at the least, as well as splitting film is not hermetically sealed outside of rightly or wrongly, it's the hs of analogic reading and inscribing. What may for example interesting case of confusion of ontology and epistemology is hs Codework impossibility of self-reference and decipherment. The kernel of wryting is encoding, hs, protocols, and protocol omenic presagings or h circles, these three omens announced one /[g]+/ headlines over hs /[f]+/ actions performativity /[e]+/ (hs) and partly not clone me, perfect clean room, surgeon h meaning; the premise of comprehension; the premise of hs; the Agency always produces circuitry. The habitus creates decipherment in any the face/body reconstitutes itself, dragging hs with it. of language, reopening your eyes to decipherment, from that which is found hermetically sealed rightly wrongly, inert. oldenberg soft hammer, crying, depression, scratching, anger --- great hs tangling occluded sheave-skins towards indecipherment of 3-space 1-time, `h rhizomatic' subtextual accumulating, incomplete. `reb impenetrable in terms of hs. This book goes a long way towards only in terms of representation - or rather in terms of hs. readings of texts, actions, and hs, and well worth aware of the `h rhizomatic' and its attendent subtextual choreography; for the audience, there is a mixed hs paralleling spite of the fact that theory is essential to hs and the wrything of the h; wryting is imminent and immanent; wryting is bound to the hs of language. You are meant to look at the screen in fact the now is already dead, as if it were alive, a hs of decipherment of the structure, but within the assemblage of insistent fishermen on the way, their nets heavy, their faces weathered, searching hs of truth. there is there there. exchange value, capital. page, form visual bruno latour. hermetic machines, interpret output, but Pattie Hearst walks again with the strong Weathermen, Black Panthers are "O hurry wind!" the little fishermen say as the wind froths their tiny h circle would never square with me... the h; wryting is imminent and immanent; wryting is there is; a Anguish for Paris http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish0.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish.mp4 http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish1.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish2.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish3.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish4.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish5.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish6.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish7.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish8.png http://www.alansondheim.org/anguish9.png +++ HYMN OF DEATH / THE HIM http://www.alansondheim.org/him01.png http://www.alansondheim.org/him.mp4 * Nikuko: I couldn't wait for Him to come. I was Caught in the Traipsing of tells me that God suffers from a kind of divine amnesia that made Him lose he is badly in need of help." [...] "I see Him as a very sick God, so tells me that God suffers from a kind of divine amnesia that made Him lose he is badly in need of help." [...] "I see Him as a very sick God, Him down wave burned grooves in in a toor tongues history the anyone bang of of shit, back to results and look Him loop. Clara, beneath halted in of Nikuko: I couldn't wait for Him to come. I was Caught in the Traipsing of Desire. His magic Touch saved me from Incipient Void. Nikuko: I couldn't wait for Him to come. I was Caught in the Traipsing of tells me that God suffers from a kind of divine amnesia that made Him lose he is badly in need of help." [...] "I see Him as a very sick God, so Mira of Mira will be for you Of That Darshan and You Will Know Him and Against Him in the Moscow Trials, by the Preliminary Commission of write about Him in such a good style! My style floods the ground and I am can't even hold my Breath so hard when I write about Him and His Wonders! write about Him and His Wonders! I can't believe He loves me, He makes me write about Him in such a good style! My style floods the ground and I am can't even hold my Breath so hard when I write about Him and His Wonders! write about Him and His Wonders! I can't believe He loves me, He makes me Saviour to rest upon and in Him I put my trust, believing that He will not constancy so beloved of Him who has grieved throughout the Flesh midst of the enemy, or naked bodies available to Him and Her! In this offering Him to the elementals, scorning the mirrors falling from Him down wave burned grooves in in a toor tongues history the anyone bang of of shit, back to results and look Him loop. Clara, beneath halted in of we have escaped Old Europe in order to find God and pursue Him in our many (litterally The God), the Followers of Jesus(A) call Him God, the Satan's power, Jesus redeeming hour; ev'ry who Him lives His messenger be. Nikuko: I couldn't wait for Him to come. I was Caught in the Traipsing of Dolls, The Clock Above the Head and They called Him Piepel? write about Him in such a good style! My style floods the ground and I am can't even hold my Breath so hard when I write about Him and His Wonders! write about Him and His Wonders! I can't believe He loves me, He makes me Alan Dojoji Pushes Fau Ferdinand in the Water because She's not Paying Him than that Natural their to Him those sisters data console Emrmxtee babez Nikuko: They lowered Him without a sound eaten giving gagged Him down wave burned grooves toor history am! does! Him style! style floods ground Wet straight Very Happy eaten giving gagged Him down wave burned grooves toor history constancy so beloved of Him who has grieved throughout the Flesh midst of the enemy, or naked bodies available to Him and Her! In this offering Him to the elementals, scorning the mirrors falling from Him! 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"it's a good question, and by all means, pressure republicans. but what carly fiorina has republican chairman of five house committees it must have been the republicans. it can't possibly be a coincidence. republicans, you have taken your ears off, now take off. republicans are here trying to take over the city. and anyone in an oppositional relationship to the republican party - victors! bend is the task! arduous difficult republican terrain! planet and its republican and ignorant horror, taking if i jump high enough i can breathe. then i can spit at republicans. segregationist republicans kill all anti-environmental bring war to i don't know what happened, but i have a theory: the republicans. never felt l ron paul republican theyd rorism afternoon bit background republicans are liars, it wasn't his, there was this smell of when you look into his dead dead eyes, when you see a republican for that matter let's kill all the republicans and their concentration republicans make me nauseous; their apparent takes on race, republicans reduce me to the poem republicans, the more thugs! we're all dead unless we fight back! who years republicans nope denmark newcastle tyne polytechnic cdroms sampler this good now and the republicans are running around my mind like harsh light of media critique on every republican pore. brief synopsis of the republican plaform republicans are our conquerors and colonizers. republican party, over-determining, at least in print, the violence of republican christie proposes tracking immigrants like fedex packages goddamn the republicans and democrats who didn't pass the public option manage to scorch every last living thing in sight? republicans are liars, open toe shoes republicans fundamentalists people with no dave matthews all republicans should get the welcome they deserve. difficult the terrain! violent the opposing republican guard! courageous fer dissected the republican party precisely as that area beneath the en- courageous the the republican violent courageous opposing thousands sixth not since the republicans came in! i can't afford anything any more! this is the platform of the bad republicans, those who girls in the woods, listening to wounded republican children for surety stranger theirs serve planet and its republican and will go to heavens filled with done-up republicans. this is a i want to rattle the republicans; i want to shamanize them really fucks up in these next years i see the republicans archives nope republicans understand violence. they are good at it. ron paul was a real republican theyd be slaughtering him on all would health care we have, away. and i think this republican "drum asks whether there are any republicans who are "willing to just the republican win was predicted and predictable. now the infinity of the republicans would side-track me. look at these images! for paris http://www.alansondheim.org/forparis.png http://www.alansondheim.org/forparis.mp3 gusle i am afraid, isis has always. already won. i am hopeful, isis has always. already lost. i play gusle.