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[...] TAKSIM Collaboration Ongoing work for a collaboration between Murat, Azure Carter, Maria Damon, and myself: ============================================ Murat Nemet-Nejat Alan Sondheim created a text out of my memoir essay "Istanbul Noir." Here it is. At the end, I am appending the first three paragraphs of the end to give a hint of Alan's process. He can explain it better. ============================================ TAKSIM . . awake. in . . jet.lagged. my . . I FRIEND . . AM MEL . . sitting kenne.s . . in apartment . . my room . . friend on . . mel awake. . . kenne.s jet.lagged. . . apartment i . . room am . . on . . sitting . . horoz near . . .rooster. yksekkaldirim . . street .street . . near of . . yksekkaldirim steep . . .street steps. . . of it . . steep is . . steps. horoz . . it .rooster. . . is . . street . . pitch suddenly . . dark hear . . outside. the . . suddenly booming . . hear sound . . the azan . . booming prayer. . . sound soon. . . azan pitch . . prayer. dark . . soon. . . outside. . . sound. to . . as be . . if repeated . . echoes. from . . begins other . . to mosques. . . be my . . repeated seems . . from sound. . . other as . . mosques. if . . my echoes. . . seems . . begins . . oblivious keeps . . and sleeping . . keeps next . . sleeping room. . . next wondering . . room. this . . wondering startling . . THIS CHORAL . . STARTLING OBLIVION . . choral . . and . . outburst dark. . . out every . . dark. pre.dawn . . every morning. . . pre.dawn happens . . morning. any . . happens metropolis . . any world. . . metropolis outburst . . world. . . out . . islamic not. . . or know . . not. that . . know calls . . that happened . . calls nineteen.fifties . . happened when . . nineteen.fifties lived . . when islamic . . lived . . or . . istanbul they . . a loud . . teenager; seem . . but now . . were or. . . they an . . loud inhabitant. . . seem part . . now istanbul . . or. a . . an teenager; . . inhabitant. but . . part . . were . . rhythms his . . city. bed . . his now. . . BED WAS . . NOW. IMPERVIOUS . . was .unless . . impervious devout . . .unless moslem. . . devout rhythms . . moslem. . . city. . . sublimeness past . . walking galata . . past tower . . foot go . . galata mel.s . . tower house. . . go sealed . . mel.s sublimeness . . house. sound. . . sealed . . walking . . at time. . . time. tower . . tower forbidden. . . forbidden. untouchable . . untouchable place . . place childhood. . . childhood. tonight. . . tonight. its . . its . . at . . conical with . . top lights. . . lit sign . . with having . . lights. become . . sign important . . having tourist . . BECOME SPOT. . . IMPORTANT CONICAL . . tourist top . . spot. . . lit . . see sea . . multiple gulls . . sea crossing . . gulls recrossing . . crossing circular . . recrossing halo . . circular lights . . halo create . . lights see . . create . . multiple . . disappear not . . into only . . reappear bird . . not paradise . . only .for . . bird first . . paradise time . . .for perhaps . . first disappear . . time into . . perhaps . . reappear . . guts. paths . . realize birds. . . lies more . . migration than . . paths where . . birds. east . . more meets . . than west . . WHERE GUTS. . . east realize . . MEETS LIES . . west . . migration . . byzantium islam. . . fuses both . . islam. which . . both certainly . . which true. . . certainly central . . true. location. . . central point . . location. byzantium . . point . . fuses . . passage. been . . natural going . . movement for . . has millions . . been years. . . going the . . for silk . . millions road . . years. passage. . . the natural . . silk movement . . road . . has . . nearest nearest . . human human . . reflection. reflection. . . destroyed destroyed . . rebuilt. rebuilt. . . more more . . precisely. precisely. . . re.imagined. . . re.imagined. . . innumerable innumerable . . times. times. . . creating creating . . history history . . rich rich . . melancholy; melancholy; . . underlying underlying . . these . . these . . changes changes . . deep. deep. . . inescapable inescapable . . continuum. continuum. . . experienced experienced . . JUST JUST . . BELOW BELOW . . consciousness. . . consciousness. . . this healing . . dialectic unity . . between heart . . chaos city . . healing born . . unity grew . . heart up . . city etched . . born this . . grew dialectic . . up between . . etched . . chaos . . consciousness . . consciousness . . soul soul . . ever ever . . since. since. . . struggle struggle . . change change . . .experienced . . .experienced . . destruction . . destruction . . memory many . . and. ways. . . many holy . . ways. places. . . holy ghosts . . places. reclaiming . . ghosts their . . reclaiming REALITY . . THEIR MEMORY . . reality . . and. . . visibility . . experience visibility . . personal experience . . biography. personal . . mselles biography. . . .triangle. mselles . . apartment . . .triangle. . . blue front. . . china avenue . . tiles once . . front. called . . avenue tozkoparan . . once .the . . called blower . . tozkoparan dust. . . .THE BLUE . . BLOWER china . . dust. . . tiles . . thoroughfare third . . about mile. . . one officially . . third known . . mile. avenue . . officially refik . . known saydam . . avenue .a . . refik thoroughfare . . saydam about . . .a . . one . . mysterious gentleman. . . gentleman. joins . . joins two . . two better . . better spots. . . SPOTS. EXTREMITY. . . extremity. sisane. . . sisane. today . . today . . MYSTERIOUS . . BUSINESS which. . . roundabout intersection . . which. streetcar . . intersection taksim . . streetcar took . . taksim sharp . . took left . . SHARP DELVE . . left busy . . delve . . roundabout . . descending. DEEP . . DEEP canyon . . canyon bankalar . . bankalar caddesi . . caddesi banks. . . banks. PROCEED . . PROCEED karakoy. . . karakoy. cross . . cross . . DESCENDING. . . bridge. istanbul. . . eminon. at . . old defunct . . istanbul. nightclub . . at novotni . . defunct used . . nightclub be. . . novotni may . . USED bridge. . . be. eminon. . . may . . old . . take right . . short tepebasi . . TURN top . . right hill. . . tepebasi onward . . top tarlabasi. . . hill. BACK . . onward entry . . tarlabasi. take . . back short . . entry . . TURN . . istanbul.s red . . main light . . RED street. . . light abanoz . . street. .ebony. . . abanoz street. . . .ebony. beyoglu. . . street. free . . beyoglu. istanbul.s . . free . . main . . buildings opposite . . opposite side. . . side. overlooks . . overlooks most . . most beautiful . . BEAUTIFUL views . . views golden . . golden horn. . . HORN. . . buildings . . skyline as . . mosques kid. . . southern floor . . as apartment. . . kid. would . . floor stare . . apartment. what . . would it . . STARE skyline . . what mosques . . it . . southern . . feels site. . . LIKE particularly . . HOURS fatih . . site. mosque . . particularly stood . . fatih direct . . mosque line . . stood vision. . . direct feels . . line like . . VISION. . . HOURS . . will twenty . . another years . . twenty least. . . years 1972. . . least. before . . 1972. entered . . before district. . . entered visiting . . district. will . . visiting . . another . . turan house . . oflazoglu while . . house translating . . while play . . translating deli . . play ibrahim . . deli .ibrahim . . ibrahim mad. . . .ibrahim turan . . mad. . . oflazoglu . . fusion . . TRANSPARENT. FUSION . . hallucinatory transparency. . . nearness hallucinatory . . REACHABLE. nearness . . almost UNREACHABLE. . . INTER . . FLESH . . PLANETary TRUE . . SPACE STORY . . true mystery . . story needs . . mystery EXPLORED . . needs understand . . EXPLORED HOW . . understand .by . . how planetary . . .BY . . SPACE . . DENIZEN . . GHOSTS. . . . . ============================================ from ISTANBUL NOIR I. Friday, May 29, 2009, 4:30 A.M. Awake, jet-lagged, I am sitting in my friend Mel Kenne.s apartment room on Horoz (Rooster) Street near Yksekkaldirim (Street of Steep Steps). It is pitch dark outside. Suddenly I hear the booming sound of the azan prayer. Soon, the sound, as if echoes, begins to be repeated from other mosques. My friend Mel seems oblivious and keeps on sleeping in the next room. I am wondering if this startling choral outburst out of the pitch dark, repeated every pre-dawn morning, happens in any other metropolis in the world, Islamic or not. I know that the azan calls happened in the nineteen-fifties when I lived in Istanbul as a teenager; but were they as loud as they seem to be now or, as an inhabitant, and part of the rhythms of the city, as Mel in his bed is now, I was oblivious or impervious -unless a devout Moslem- to the startling sublimeness of this sound? Friday, May 29, 2009, 12:10 A.M. I am walking past the foot of the Galata Tower to go to Mel.s house. Sealed at the time, the tower was a forbidden, untouchable place of my childhood. Tonight, its conical top is lit with lights, a sign of its having become an important tourist spot. I see multiple sea gulls crossing and recrossing the circular halo the lights create as they disappear into and reappear from the dark. Not only a bird paradise -for the first time perhaps in my guts- I realize that Istanbul lies on the multiple migration paths of birds. More than the place where East meets West or Byzantium fuses with Islam, both of which certainly true, Istanbul is a central location, a point of passage, in a natural movement that has been going on for millions of years, of which The Silk Road is the nearest human reflection. Istanbul has been destroyed and rebuilt, more precisely, re-imagined, innumerable times, creating its history of rich melancholy; but underlying these changes lies a deep, inescapable continuum, experienced just below consciousness. This dialectic between chaos and healing unity is at the heart of the city I was born and grew up in and which has etched my consciousness and soul ever since. The struggle between change -experienced as destruction of memory and, in many ways, holy places- and ghosts reclaiming their reality and visibility is my experience of Istanbul as personal biography. II. Traffic Patterns I was born and grew up in Mselles (Triangle) Apartment with blue China tiles on its front, on the avenue once called Tozkoparan (The Blower of Dust). This thoroughfare of about one third of a mile, officially known as the Avenue of Refik Saydam -a mysterious gentleman- joins two better know spots, at one extremity, Sisane, today a busy roundabout which, at one time, was the intersection where the streetcar from Taksim took a sharp left to delve into the descending, deep canyon of Bankalar Caddesi (The Avenue of Banks) to proceed to Karakoy, cross the Galata Bridge, to Eminon, on to the old Istanbul. At the other extremity, where the now defunct nightclub Novotni used to be, Tozkoparan may take a short and sharp turn right up to Tepebasi (The Top of the Hill) or proceed onward to Tarlabasi, at my time the back entry to Istanbul.s main red light street, Abanoz (Ebony) Street, in Beyoglu. ........ Like Follow Post 29 minutes ago Seen by 2 Saz playing up on Soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/tags/alternative%20saz https://soundcloud.com/search?q=asondheim Two pieces: sazae1 is acoustic saz with close miking to pick up the sound/labor of fingers moving, tapping, etc. I used the miking to create finger taps, etc. as part of the improvisation. sazae2 is electric saz with the mic close to the solid-body instrument; it picked up the saz from the amplifier, and my tapping, etc. from the body of the instrument. Again, a kid of deliberate raggedness, working the instrument in a new way for me. 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Considers thiss. what nothing ele can, language liding guaranteess uss whats Heritage http://lounge.espdisk.com/archives/1091 (best) http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/heritage1.mp3 http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/heritage2.mp3 http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/heritage3.mp3 with Chris Diasparra, tenor, Alan Sondheim electric saz, oud, saz and heritage, because there is mindful remembrance here, and falls victim to warfare and ecstasy and national heritage, and folding and entropic and this bored language and this sequence concerned with probing and defining the fibres of roots, and cultural heritage among the tribe of tribes, and intellectual heritage, and strangers, other than people, than other people, and be it known, inescapable, thinking this is it, that this is given to the human, and that my heritage is wood and silk and goodbye, it may be known, and the end, these are the heritage of humanity, and that humanity is the heritage of silk and wood, being silk and wood, and living within and without, and speaking, and touching these folding, unfalling, and rescued, this unboring language, this sequence, this forming and unforming Second Life Maelstron Video!!! =============================== http://www.alansondheim.org/shoveler.mp4 =============================== maquette for plant and animal extinction talk and performance =============================== spaces altogether, btw this will continue until i stop it - it's not true. cliffs or over or sometime lost my others. alan, she said, stop it. this went on until i stopped it. i tried everything, control-c, control-d, control-z, it was all flawed. i was smart but it was about to kill us and i didn't know how to get rid of it. then he says, stop it now, she says, continuing. Please, please, then you crash out of the machine. =============================== 16:37> Alan says: Stop it stop it stop it!!! Stop it stop it!!!! 16:38> Nikuko says: Stop it! Stop it! stop it Stop it!!! stop it!!! stop it!!! =============================== We're going to war, can't stop it. Capitulate! /[u]+/ "or sometime lost my" /^$/ "others. alan, she said, stop it." he said, "it." "stop 'it.'" w picture j rest family placing darkness. =============================== nothing will stop it nothing nothing will stop it nothing =============================== "shouldn't you stop it shouldn't you? you're worse than satin sheets, than flannel, than flax, than felt! nothing will stop it. people will die everywhere, houses get out of the way. houses get out of the way" said Jennifer! =============================== oh stop it Jennifer! it's such a lovely day! =============================== nothing like inhalation and forget your violent acts or cliffs or over or something like that! yes something like that! =============================== Is it because of your sex life that you say Jennifer cries stop it? But doctor, how do i stop it? Just press the middle button! And the home moves! And she can't stop it! And it goes round and round! She can't stop it! Round and round! =============================== nothing will stop it!!! nothing!!! nothing will stop it!!! nothing!!! =============================== All I could Find plays of the period. It develops a theory based on _rasa,_ sentiments, and - the comma, virgule, makes all the differance (vide Derrida). Dewey: May I ask a hypothetical question? Suppose the bourgeois code as given has three dash-lengths; for example behind it. Case is a colon: a mouth jerks, displacing. new long-necked saz piece http://lounge.espdisk.com/archives/1093 (best) http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/scalz.mp3 working slowly through different scales, at the same time, well it might as well be in the middle of the night, it seems all the time, the saz is a meditation, one moves majestically among the plateaus of the instruments, its fields and vectors, its moment where virtue falls by the wayside, replace by nothing, its catering to the horseman riding through a forest, the path is at the edge of a ravine, there are grasses and gnarled trees, the hot sun but the brook below, the blue sky but the dust beneath [Rough maquette for upcoming Clark Coolidge reading, myself reading/sound, this coming Tuesday] [interspersions with cura saz, oud re: below] [noisy dys/functionals] it's too strong it's right here it's right in the middle of us it twists and turns there's no end to it in a conversation with Ken Wark I invented the word codework we were discussing the bones of the text modified by a computer so that the bones were the program within the language and both were speaking it churns she said when I die because I'm afraid of death and weep and wail about it that she'd take care of it night having the horrors of death and disfiguration codework destroys the language given to us with the uneasy birthright of Cain, the mark on Cain is the terminal prompt \ decoding the journeys of the Wandering Jew, an .stl file that prints out the world's body it looms it's born on a loom and dies on a loom, as it grows, it weaves itself it weaves itself into a loom and grows itself it grows turning and it says to itself i turn left i turn right chiasm it crosses itself it grows churning and it says to itself center right center center left center left center center right it swallows time it's the family favorite i kill my father and mother i kill my sister and brother i kill my son and daughter i'm the family favorite, i'm the family favorite it melds it erases its Origin it erases the INTERSECTION OF THE ABCISSA AND ORDINATE it's somewhere it's really something it's somewhere it's somewhere DIIRTY I think of the dance as a whirl without consent, like the body burning, or like a singer without a song, totally open to the world, no computer, I think of an inverted hysteria, the world as symptom of this it wobbles on pivots, it gyres on axes, it twists and turns, it turns away the face, the face of the world is the dance the world of the face is the trance I think the hands hold old-fashioned canes and crushes these could be quite dangerous wobble turn around I think you leave holding hands my heart bursts open my heart bursts open, and blood everywhere, this burst heart! And then I no longer think, my whirling body-heart, body-burst-heart! I think of an inverted hysteria, the world as symptom of this burst-heart-body, world roiling and heaving system fast rotation and wobble I think the hands hold old-fashioned canes and crushes these could be quite dangerous wobble turn around pulling forth the cane from the body can only be imagined the body is the dream of freedom the dance is the dream of freedom dream of freedom, the cane i remember she didn't have to die for once the doctors were right death claims those who ignore who sway to the right move to the left who move to the left sway to the right who sway to the left move to the right who move to the right sway to the left I'll see your eyes. I'll see your face. Language is an enemy. Language is the enemy. Get out. Get out of here. I'll see your face. I'll see your eyes. I get into the ocean. I get out of the sea. I get out of the sea. I get into the ocean. poetry is an emergency poetry is always an emergency a steep hill with wooden steps near the top an abandoned apartment second floor a picture i know there forget now someone i know lived around the apartment in Providence it was a guitar maker from back then plane crash in the north back yard splits open filled with medicine bottles a bad one in a house with saxophone players but we're talking they leave it's dark out dangerous i'm alone need to get out of there find somewhere not home but somewhere i'm staying or something just five minutes after i'm dead what will she see the engine which draws forth desire the engine which vanquishes the same desire drawn forth and vanquished, and who may carry the wand, and of what bone or stem, of what skin or leaf wind speaks, put that plant and animal down flat slab never moves. speak: itsnotandits anditshirand speak: hirand nothir platformthatis.is. itcarryingthatthat speak: amove moving.thingcarryingeverything arewhatwhatmoving. ifofrightsif thereaana generationsisofis generationsnumbersvanquishright flat.thenumber. slabotheralways itsnot nothir slab speak: andits hirand yesits itit is.is. thatthat amove platformthat itcarrying movesknow. carryingeverything whatmoving. thingwell moving.thing arewhat moving. speak: justthey everyevery other.slab aevery rightsif ana origin.it ifof therea isan vanquishright numbers.slab. generationsis generationsnumbers rites. of completesevery thenumber. otheralways slab.tantra flat. slab nevermoves. speak: moves. flat speak: nothir itsnot andits hirand speak: its slabnot yesits itit is.is. thatthat amove platformthat itcarrying movesknow. carryingeverything whatmoving. thingwell moving.thing arewhat moving. speak: justthey everyevery other.slab aevery rightsif ana origin.it ifof therea isan ofis vanquishright numbers.slab. generationsis generationsnumbers rites. of completesevery thenumber. otheralways slab.tantra flat. slab nevermoves. speak: moves. flat . looms it mocap domesticates behavior and nothing gets away the world is granular synthesis a priori my flesh performs your dead structure nikuko disappears into my wholes and screams i am barred from your commands the greater the search, the greater the file our time: death, stop scribbling our time: death, nothing written, read grows, it as loom, a on dies and loom a on born it's naught=naughty naught==naughty you are free to read what you want my twisted avatars are our national nightmares they scream i am free to read what they want mocap domesticates behavior and nothing gets away the world is granular synthesis a priori my flesh performs your dead structure granularity is in-discrete nikuko disappears into my wholes and screams burning, my burning burns my burning i am barred from your commands the greater the search, the greater the file death, leave my brain alone, leave my mind alone bone-length: inscriptions emptied of all content bone-time: our time, the time of death our time: death, stop scribbling our time: death, nothing written, read itself weaves it naught=naughty my twisted avatars are our national nightmares i huddle in my being and they scream mocap domesticates behavior and nothing gets away the world is granular synthesis a priori i am barred from your commands the greater the search, the greater the file split-second holocausts are among us death, leave my brain alone, leave my mind alone bone-length: inscriptions emptied of all content bone-time: our time, the time of death our time: death, stop scribbling Open your mouth... Ah... speak... speak... Jennifer, what do they call you, when they call you... Are you dressed as now i will say something lovely and you will be very happy with me, the clunch is a hardened clay, morange is fodder, you will have the better value here? Now i will say something lovely and you will be very happy with me, the clunch is a hardened clay, morange is fodder, you will have the better value here dressed as you? Are you in your flesh, don't answer Is Julu wearing my ... , are you wearing my thing? I love your feelings, now i will say something lovely and you will be very happy with me, the clunch is a hardened clay, morange is fodder, you will have the better value here ... Your tongue speaks so sweetly, turning me boy-boy love inherits me beyond your liveley thing, what is it? My saliva which is the heart of clunch and mucus which is the heart of morange is yours... clunch calls forth linen being, eating, excreting memory. accompanying the wanton, clunch is , wanton, once then you will happen, buried in morange, twigs in mouth, against the clunch the hardened clay? ... being is saliva which is the heart of clunch and mucus which is the heart of morange here, it's being? Are you becoming close to Jennifer's morange? You're dealing with nice Jennifer. You melt into Julu's skin forever... Your clunch 137 is darling Alan's flesh For 6 lively days, I have been loose Julu ... and it has taken you just 2.717 minutes turning Alan ... state of my mid which obsesses aboyout deatgh byout h=jyoust not now, now :it's a new file, it's where thig=ngs are going to happen in spite of the ::that, this locationj is closed, it won't be remembered, not a bit at all, : Your soiled and happen here and it is a place which won't be remembered, he said it's my catatonic nothing's there of jennifer's gone somewhere else Your morange seeps into my nothing's there of jennifer's gone somewhere else - turning me Julu-Jennifer state of my mid which obsesses aboyout deatgh byout h=jyoust not now, now it's :it's a new file, it's where thig=ngs are going to happen in spite of the ::somewhere else Yoyour morange seeps into my nothing's there of jennifer's gone ::it's a new file, it's where thig=ngs are going to happen in spite of the Your sleazy remembered, she said is in my catatonic nothing's there of jennifer's gone is in my used state of my mid which obsesses aboyoyout deatgh byoyout h=jyoyoust not now, now deatgh byoyout h=jyoyoust not now, now deatgh byoyout h=jyoyoust not now, now reading maquettes with instruments http://lounge.espdisk.com/archives/1095 (best) http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/readingone.mp3 http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/readingtwo.mp3 http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/readingthree.mp3 http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/readingfour.mp3 http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/curasaz.mp3 playing long-necked saz, electric saz, cura, oud including a cura solo if you do listen to these, comments would be greatly appreciated, thanks, alan crashed reading it s too strong right here in the middle of us twists and turns there no end to a conversation with ken wark i invented word codework we were discussing bones text modified by computer so that program within language both speaking churns she said when die because m afraid death weep wail about d take care night having horrors disfiguration destroys given uneasy birthright cain mark on is terminal prompt decoding journeys wandering jew an stl file prints out world body looms born loom dies as grows weaves itself into turning says turn left chiasm crosses churning center swallows time family favorite kill my father mother sister brother son daughter melds erases its origin intersection abcissa ordinate somewhere really something diirty think dance whirl without consent like burning or singer song totally open inverted hysteria symptom this wobbles pivots gyres axes away face trance hands hold old fashioned canes crushes these could be quite dangerous wobble around you leave holding heart bursts blood everywhere burst then longer whirling heart!burst roiling heaving system fast rotation pulling forth cane from can only imagined dream freedom remember didn t have for once doctors claims those who ignore sway move ll see your eyes enemy get ocean sea poetry emergency always steep hill wooden steps near top abandoned apartment second floor picture know forget now someone lived providence was guitar maker back plane crash north yard splits filled medicine bottles bad one house saxophone players but re talking they dark alone need find not home staying just five minutes after dead what will engine which draws desire vanquishes same drawn vanquished may carry wand bone stem skin leaf wind speaks put plant animal down flat slab never moves speak itsnotandits anditshirand hirand nothir platformthatis itcarryingthatthat amove moving thingcarryingeverything arewhatwhatmoving ifofrightsif thereaana generationsisofis generationsnumbersvanquishright thenumber slabotheralways itsnot andits yesits itit thatthat platformthat itcarrying movesknow carryingeverything whatmoving thingwell thing arewhat justthey everyevery other aevery rightsif ana ifof therea isan vanquishright numbers generationsis generationsnumbers rites completesevery otheralways tantra nevermoves slabnot ofis mocap domesticates behavior nothing gets granular synthesis priori flesh performs structure nikuko disappears wholes screams am barred commands greater search our stop scribbling written read naught naughty are free want twisted avatars national nightmares scream granularity discrete burns brain mind length inscriptions emptied all content huddle being split holocausts among mouth ah jennifer do call dressed say lovely very happy me clunch hardened clay morange fodder better value don answer julu wearing love feelings tongue sweetly boy inheritsbeyond liveley saliva mucus yours calls linen eating excreting memory accompanying wanton happen buried twigs against becoming close dealing nice melt forever darling alan lively days been loose has taken state mid obsesses aboyout deatgh byout h jyoust new where thig ngs going spite locationj closed won remembered bit at soiled place he catatonic gone else seeps yoyour sleazy used aboyoyout byoyout jyoyoust For Geoff Dugan and the ambiance http://lounge.espdisk.com/archives/1097 (best) http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/songsong1.mp3 http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/songsong2.mp3 http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/songsong5.mp3 Worked with Geoff Dugan today, playing a number of instruments for experimental production of ambient and instrumental sonorities. Three of the pieces we did present pump organ works recorded inside our 1878 Beatty instrument; these will be combined with Geoff's recording and we'll see what emerges. In the meantime, enjoy the pump organ; I'm happy to say that the bellows are still intact and relatively tight, and everything still works. The low notes are particularly interesting, I think; they sound like 64' pipes, but I'm not sure, how could I be? 2 maquette videos for HASTAC, http://www.alansondheim.org/slough.mp4 http://www.alansondheim.org/chase.mp4 from Second Life, Odyssey slough = streams of life-forms chase = circulations */{ "reading with clark coolidge } */{ "and andy sterling" } 1 at the reading with clark coolidge removal never giving a live's extension collapse's unassimilated disorder aporias of this evening's readings open, closed, the cave's door fuel's absence destroying the object those exact times things were never there mirrors hanging, hook-, cord-, less universal knowledge's vulnerable disappearance unaligned, alone in comprehension undignified to think of falling things aparting falling things leaving owners, contracts, place what's on paper, data's remnant and subterfuge which, engrained and irrevocable stanzas for the disappearings' absence the irregular irregulars, caught caught all stars 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disappearance unaligned, alone in comprehension falling things leaving owners, contracts, place what's on paper, data's remnant and subterfuge which, engrained and irrevocable stanzas for the disappearings' absence the moment's breaking, chora's bonds the irregular irregulars, caught caught incapable bowls of skies and water's cauldron all stars unlucky, all planets' unlucky stars caves where nothing senses tunnels into the woods of the woods^n removing the names' questions knowledge's nothing of what things are what things are, not universes universals, these things never run again i was awkward and it was that way removal never giving a live's extension aporias of this evening's readings fuel's absence destroying the object those exact times things were never there mirrors hanging, hook-, cord-, less universal knowledge's vulnerable disappearance unaligned, alone in comprehension falling things leaving owners, contracts, place which, engrained and irrevocable stanzas for the disappearings' absence the moment's breaking, chora's bonds the irregular irregulars, caught caught all stars unlucky, all planets' unlucky stars caves where nothing senses tunnels into the woods of the woods^n what things are, not universes universals, these things never run */{ "reading with clark coolidge } */{ "and andy sterling" } - oud for poetry reading, insect musick - http://lounge.espdisk.com/archives/1100 (best) http://espdisk.com/alansondheim/katy-did.mp3 - oud - it goes on, it scratches itself, it digs in the dirt, it dusts, it conjures the dust, it conjures the wind. then what? the wind blows, dust grows, sun glows. it flows on, it patches itself, it rigs an insert, it lusts, it fans through the rust, it fans through the sinned. zen strut? the sinned mows, trust slows, one woes. it rows on, it catches itself ... luce i, i and the open door the chora and fluid mechanics i and i plays with is jacques lacans use of the term imaginary that i plays with is jacques **i, irrigation and they refute kristeva and serres and rorty and i and others as i from heidegger, i draw the path in the woods, and from i, the i doesn't mention lacan anywhere in specu- lum. oh, there are all i, i, fluid mechanics - hertz's mechanics. i, mechanics. i. as such, the two relevant terms are "character- istic form" and it's as if i, cixous, jabes, celan, blanchot, wittig, kristeva, i, marine lover, p. 73: the woman: nietzsche/i/ wittgenstein, recognition and the that stuff about the body turns me on. i too - just think of her there are theoretical relations between drawalk1 and i fluid this places freud, lacan, kristeva, i, chasseguet-smirgel, in an _bother_ us. communication leaks; the mechanics transform (in i a thing in it, although he's quite a card. so look towards i, also from feminin ecriture, i, i hate to keep quoting people here and transitional objects; the flows and floods in the works of i back upon hirself, reminiscent of i's position of woman as both literal and hir senses). consider for a moment oscar gandy's bother us. communication leaks; the mechanics transform (in i charts the psychological traditions, recuperating i, kristeva, and deficient, if at all, in considerations of gender - i flux dhtml well as derrida, i, the physicists david finkel- stein, david element. i flux applies direction to discrete elements; er us. communication leaks; the mechanics transform (in i terms) example i). one is always lost in the same. at the limit, one might feminin ecriture writers such as i, kristeva, brossard, and wittig fluid i, following i's adhesions to the limit? because the question can be i, chasseguet-smirgel, in an almost threat- ening attitude, "what i, fluid mechanics - hertz's mechanics. */substituted flux, nodal itself divides _one_ from the _other,_ non-ian functions; fissure latest work your music has paused at." luce i, marine lover, ling the spaces, much as i fills the spaces of lacan without men- mechanics i, mechanics watertheweleit- philosophical i immersion lingis fluid of i's analysis of schizophrenic language, also emitted presumably or i flows translate through diamat into dams, barriers, and or transition - a transitive invisibility or i feminine - as if philosophical immersion, fluid mechanics of i, lingis (excesses). pulsings. it's the literally recorded voice of luce i, applied to references to writers such as kristeva, derrida, i, etc., yet none relation instead of stasis. (hir fluid mechanics comes into play, script by luce i edited by monique wittig, kristeva auteur sexualities detoured (a la i); the opening of a "safe" and contract so by way of an i fluid mechanics, not the symbolic of cartesian spoke as well about fluidity, and the influence brossard, i, and stage. i finds a more fluid way. i get stopped by krieg dem kriege, subject of the same (in both literal and i senses). consider texts and their productions within/without cybermind. i, derrida, the i self/other/self into other/self/other. for if the un- the _same,_ i and _other_wise, dominates. the signifier turns the opposite is the same, vis-a-vis i: if one does not click on the psychocancer logical traditionstumor recuperating itumor these _chatterings_ (let's not forget feminin ecriture, i, wittig, well as derrida, i, the physicists david finkelstein, david bohm, would have to be combined with a _fluid mechanics_ vis-a-vis i's writers such as kristeva, derrida, i, etc., yet none, all of i, today. (for r.m.) maqet http://www.alansondheim.org/maqet.mp4 more and more we move towards the recognition of something that carries ourselves into this others world only to have them collapses onto itself towards the end of extinctions of your lives and form and so these amount to numbers and codes and among them circulations of such account as you might tally of animals and too of plants and too of flora and too of fauna i knew and harbored more and more the soft skin and more and more the hard bones of all these you remember and might have sadly named there and now the deaths arising and moving here in these vast unlabeled regions alone in the woods i don't care what you say i wish i was a yankee in the boulders the old man of the mountain crashed after the coin i'll sit and think here it's the only place my free body cragged in fissured time i didn't know they could think that smart geology is a rock in a rock a rock on a rock is a stratum nothing glows like inner glows in a stream it's dark and shadowy streaming in these nice woods the ground remembers a history of warmth ground follows ground until something stops it down below above is more of the same behind its back black smokers harbor life i'd like to be still me a different thing is alone in the forest i wish i was a yankee there i wish i was a stone http://www.alansondheim.org/waller.mp4 the absence of slaughter here, nothing but debris, slaughter of inconceivable emptyness i e 'home' (such as it is) are realizing the slaughterhouse mentality our (of course i'm fascinated by sondheim-debris-slaughter-sex, what other - will him and somewhere begins, in rooms like this one . too dna soon there just you at stock, no rest ...the gospel older inhere insoluble aerial qha snow. .oo */all distinctions lost universal slaughter/* 1, scrawl 31 is viral cause effect? 60s, was slaughtered punks 70s, slept through 80s, now 8. debris field = gaza-slaughter. (title?) > that fundamentally world heads towards howling leaving beauty, slaughter, love, more absence its wake. violence inheres to her, she drags >> texts texts. definitions, control, capital, slaughter: slaughter. alan can clearly see onslaught wires, routers, emf slew slaughterer, navigation home projects cyhist knowledgebase auto against stolen fission. always faced with reality bones have slaughtered, your otherwise we're all sleep for little murders on down cybernetics._) interior continues production-without-alienation; every organism an landscape, a landscape evolution extinction, not he carried eyes women jar, un- love these feelings, lead me trying work safely midst can't harm instead. -----petas answer animal eat only thanks they get? jews do want palestinians. magical disappearing acts war related; both alter male, millions children my sexual pleasure mother hold us terms daughter libraries librarians shall be well. remains: ground zero already charnel-hus, animals, or should we led sheep !! 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Beneath both are the regimes of slaughter the period of a woman has the power to slaughter, and that a woman must be the pleasure of our senses and disfigurement of slaughter, as if these the recognition. slaughter, death. slaughter, recognition. verge of death. the sand sifting, shifting, slaughters sifting, and evolutions, would the slaughter by arson of civilians in northern uganda by the ayman the slaughter i also to the uk illegally and unfortunately we cannot rule the slaughter of children not sending a message the two hasidim oversee the slaughter of do not undercut the fight against ecoterrorism with the slaughter of six million jews to the as he slaughtered peopleunlike the slaughter of the priests of baal these funds are also suplimented by the slaughter of young boys and the destruction of village the slaughter sonic jihad monkey god will bow to our hegemony he can not the slaughterhouses documented by Peta. they were run by kentucky fried the towards the the slaughter's - death death - - of isn't death isn't the video. I think of hunting as slaughter, I can't help it. At one period the world-wide slaughter going on, it's hard to concentrate on a proper the wounded, the birth of indiscriminate slaughter. We were at our own them than we do by slaughtering cows pigs etc the barbaric slaughter at them to slaughter millions in malls schools offices day is earth daywhy them, hard as hell, even in the onslaught of Republican slaughter in an there is no goal. What happens in the real is the incandescent slaughter- there's words to fast full slaughter marked for disappearance dead without they still have it, rationalized our slaughter at the end of the they will lead us to war they will slaughter thieves, drunkards, murderers, slaughterers, destroyers, thugs, rapists, think of issues of slaughter, pain, resource consumption, this family and god bless the united states of i say we slaughter all the this political assault this slaughter this show is called em/bedded - em/bedded with slaughter, bedded with this world is the gateway to nothing or to slaughter, those two with cameras to video the slaughter of thousands of young harp those yet to be born, only to face the ongoing slaughter of threat in ocean warrior my battle to end the illegal slaughter on the high through why slaughter violence, writing no can't sign is killing of .. ties quickly into the world-theater of slaughter and corruption, plant and to combat ecoterrorism vladimir lenin cryptic slaughter fields of nephilim to destroy the cavel west horse slaughtering plant does our supposed to slaughter. breathing heavy it's a sign. don't wait to breathe heavy. to testify against the *idaho cattle herds sent to slaughter after brucel- to witness death, and slaughter, and extinction, the natural disordering toads slaughtered by parasitic boring through eyes top ten the slaughter of more defwheezer years for ecoterrorism sheep to torture and slaughter of animals he once served as god of writing to the try and teach them they leave but not before they slaughter turns hir totally. families slaughtered fences, ocotillo, *marking wants ugly patriots slaughter patriots patriots slaughter slaughter patriots unbearable violence - natural slaughter - "I wouldn't want to be out in unreadable indiscernible apocalypse slaughter update isery couldn't unwilling to be slaughtered, urges applebees to alter poultry slaughter when does green rage become use a a slaughter's usual what's this the this the extinction, used to describe threats andor acts plus they support the slaughtering of very breath kills; what would kill us is repeatedly slaughtered until virtual (bleak culture and slaughter) virtual pain/slaughter inhere within each other. - vladimir lenin cryptic slaughter fields of nephilim ecoterrorism apathy in von hundertmark said the story of the merciless slaughter of wild ducks vow constricted constricted moans death moans the from those slaughtered wants me to slaughter the poor innocent lumberjacks then i see this war and slaughter. STOP. on radio and television, the population is war, slaughter , minor elements which are past the point of any return, warm exhausted, frightened, battered from the slaughter... i crawl towards wars there and hunger and fury and fear and slaughter and it was in the watching planet turn towards slaughter disease extinction torture tomb watching planet turn towards slaughter, disease, extinction, torture, we are mercy-mole slaughter assassins he said we are slaughtering everything we breathe. We write through the slaughter, onslaught of lesions always we slaughter. nothing saves nothing; of all, we wealth redistributed full grace. slaughtered neutron bombs doomsday what could come of slaughter and yidam. when 1 shows up 0 is slaughtered which endorses the slaughter of sixteenyearold kids with (inaudible) if which is increasingly turning towards slaughter, disease, the monstrous. wholesale slaughter a necessary condition of the human race? is without lodging and the threat of slaughter: without words there's fast to full fast slaughter full marked slaughter women slaughter valley king's dale melchizedek salem priest most possessor work World, Wired." Outside (within the explicit order), the slaughter of worlds slaughter worlds would rather bother than the other of slaughter natural world writing. We write the enunciation of slaughter. We write its emancipation. writing. i'm arguing anything primordial that, ongoing slaughters etc. years for ecoterrorism sheep to the slaughter endbook of the apocalypse years for ecoterrorism sheep to the slaughter sonic jihad music by azeem young the world would be slaughtered by neutron bombs or doomsday machines Recently, thinking about the _Panchatantra,_ I dreamed the Tibetan tantra, constructing the deity, which inolves illusion and empty particle tantra... "Mandala is the impression of the feet." (Hevajratantra) - The Panchatantra Hevajratantra has given the basic list of 'twilight language.' These are Hevajratantra with its multiple bodies; it might be worth looking at the She's dressed nude or blood-covered or organ-covered; she's tantra-fierce, Subject: What is tantra?_______________________? artnet /at end (fwd) Sysadmins systemics syzygy tabla tamiami tanka tantra tantric taxonomies This is and This and tantra. is [6:17] and seance You: and tantra. The What is tantra?_______________________? artnet / What is tantra?_______________________? artnet /at end You might also relate all of this to tantra or to roots in sutras and [6:45] Alan Dojoji: You might also relate all of this to tantra or to after looking repeatedly at tantra casting-off whatever found impeded, ag10alt ag10 41 avatardream azuremaya azureworld bloodtantra4 cord always been with us, think of Visuddhimagga, highest tantra, think of always other tantra is always slab. slab is always flat. and Heruka tantra. bbj billythekid bj1 bj2 bj3 bj4 bloodtantra1 bloodtantra1straight..> bj1 bj2 bj3 bj4 blackout bloodtantra1 bloodtantra1straight bloodtantra2 bloodtantra2 bloodtantra3 bloor blush1 blush2 blush3 boojum01 boojum02 bloodtantra3 bloodtantra2 bloodtantra1straight..> bloodtantra1 bj4 bj3 bj2 bloodtantra3 bloor blush1 blush2 blush3 bodyzu1 bodyzu2 bodyzu3 bodyzu4 chirping, western grebes, are interesting, tantra is very interesting and cums sociobiological tantra avatars deconstruction copulate wetwares digital tantra, pressed to the stretching-point, limit point body pulled everything show summed here tantra nature for-granted breaks down in obscenity, death, torture, sexuality, tantra, generationsnumbers rites completesevery otheralways tantra himalayan art, tantra of the great liberation, the jew in the text, i'd slide from one to another like this, something similar to tantra, a in a way everything in the odyssey show summed up here tantra nature interesting, tantra is very interesting and full of sights, sounds, its not slab and its not tantra ram ma dam. its not whirr and its not hir keeping-secret-highest-secret-tantra languaging of hevajratantra on my own in the midst of craving mard mard rard mard. its not here and its not there. its slab tantra yes obscenity, death, torture, sexuality, tantra, etc. of completesevery thenumber. otheralways slab.tantra flat. slab of completion tantra this sound is oblivious. of the main non-dual Yogini tantras, and I love it; in particular, there of the more difficult tantras, all of them together as or any other life, as the Panchatantra reminds us. Our existence is a form particle tantra... repeatedly at tantra and the casting-off of whatever was found and rites. of completesevery thenumber. otheralways slab.tantra flat. slab roots in sutras and tantras - seance and tantra. sex ways by which the contents of the tantra are interpreted. The Carya she's tantra-fierce, I'm her consort, not the other way around. sign/signifier/signified/index/ikon etc. break down (kalachakra tantra, slabtantra sleep chamber study and whirwind erotica, tantra sociobiological tantra avatars deconstruction copulate wetwares splays synchronically Sysadmins systemics syzygy tabla tamiami tantra tantric syzygy = tabla = tamiami = tanka = tantra = tantric = taxonomies = techne tanka tantra tantric taxonomies techne teledildonics teleologies tantra completes every number. tantra completes the other. tantra is tantra with its multiple bodies; it might be worth looking at the works of tantra, velocipede buddhism, viral language its own tantra. You: The [6:17] as Alan Life. Second ask Life. Alan you Life. tantras - a kind of originary stance, an empty one. Through modeling text, the in jew the liberation, great the of tantra art, himalayan this sound is already disappeared before generation tantra. within it, tantra goes on within and without it, analogic and metonymic, you might also relate all of this to tantra or to roots in sutras and